Common Misjudgments People Make About Me

I am not weird, just different.

I am not extreme, just passionate.

I am not desperate, just object oriented.

I am not trying to act smart, I am just being myself.

I do not mean to make people uncomfortable, I just follow my feelings.

I do not seek popularity, nor riches, they are all part of a greater goal.

I do not desire having a different perspective. I just have a different perspective.

I am not violent. I just like to swear.

I am neither a maths freak nor a maths genius. I am just a humble student, a Hall resident.

I am not thinking too much. I just have a good memory.

I do not seek attention, I only seek help.

I never feel uncomfortable. In its place, all the three letter and four letter words come out.

I do not never learn. I am learning, just slower than those who are born with what I was never born with.

I kill myself not when I am weak, but when there is really nothing much left to live for.

I am honest not when I cannot control or lie, but when I want to look for help before it is all too late.

A wise girl once told me, "Think of those things that make you happy. This way, even if you cannot be happy 24/7, at least you will be happy most of the time." For years, I have thought this way. But now, it seems like whatever happy memories that I have are tainted with the regrets of what I could have but did not have.

I sometimes wake up wanting to continue sleeping. That you are this uncomfortable with me, is reason alone for me to wish to keep sleeping forever. Legend has it that De Moivre sleeps more and more towards the final days of his life. I am already heading toward this path. Go on, continue to be uncomfortable. Continue to avoid, and you will be sure to one day succeed. For you will literally drive me to my grave. When that happens, you will truly have avoided me, forever.